JoANna

so this week has been a really loooooonnnnnnngggggg and shitty week, worked really sucked. I don’t know how but I ended up being responsible for what used to be 3 people’s work. Last time I checked, I am not a super woman!! I am tired. I work over hours. I get up at 6:15, leave around 7:15, get to work at 8 and I work non-stop until 6:30 almost every day this week. I don’t have time to eat. I am exhausted and tired and physically and mentally stressed. But nobody seems to understand how I feel. I come home and I just want to sleep but my sweetie pie gets mad at me. What am I supposed to do? I tell him I am tired and he’s like "why are you soo tired?". Did he even give me a second to express myself before he lost his patience with me?? Everyday, I come home and I am exhausted and I still make the effort to make dinner and do my chores but sometimes I don’t feel like I am appreciated at all . . . at work or at home. Maybe I am just burnt out right now and I feel like shit. I just want somebody to understand how I feel. My whole body hurts and I just want to go for a massage and relax myself. But Pat says "I don’t think that’s worth the money cuz you go, you pay for it but it doesn’t do anything anyways". Sometimes we are really two different kinds of people. I always enjoy massage because that really relaxes me. I miss HOME! Over Christmas when I went home, my mom and I went to spa almost every day. That was like HEAVEN! I just need a hole right now to hide because my stress is out of control right now and I am upsetting my sweetie pie.

I had a great weekend!!! We drove up to Erie, PA to attend my brother-in-law’s high school graduation. It was a long drive, a short trip but it was soo worth it. I had so much fun and I miss just the "out of city" life. It felt so peaceful and quiet there. We had a party for him after graduation and food was soo good!!

Also got to meet up with some friends that I haven’t seen since college. It was awesome!

Thanks Barb and Arnel for stopping by even though you guys were soo tired already. The picture of all the saturns were great!! hehe.