Shtty week!!
so this week has been a really loooooonnnnnnngggggg and shitty week, worked really sucked. I don’t know how but I ended up being responsible for what used to be 3 people’s work. Last time I checked, I am not a super woman!! I am tired. I work over hours. I get up at 6:15, leave around 7:15, get to work at 8 and I work non-stop until 6:30 almost every day this week. I don’t have time to eat. I am exhausted and tired and physically and mentally stressed. But nobody seems to understand how I feel. I come home and I just want to sleep but my sweetie pie gets mad at me. What am I supposed to do? I tell him I am tired and he’s like "why are you soo tired?". Did he even give me a second to express myself before he lost his patience with me?? Everyday, I come home and I am exhausted and I still make the effort to make dinner and do my chores but sometimes I don’t feel like I am appreciated at all . . . at work or at home. Maybe I am just burnt out right now and I feel like shit. I just want somebody to understand how I feel. My whole body hurts and I just want to go for a massage and relax myself. But Pat says "I don’t think that’s worth the money cuz you go, you pay for it but it doesn’t do anything anyways". Sometimes we are really two different kinds of people. I always enjoy massage because that really relaxes me. I miss HOME! Over Christmas when I went home, my mom and I went to spa almost every day. That was like HEAVEN! I just need a hole right now to hide because my stress is out of control right now and I am upsetting my sweetie pie.
July 2nd, 2005 at 5:52 am
Hi there. Megan here. It’s been a while since you wrote this blog, but i hope you are having a better time now.
Just commenting on what you said:
You get stuff like this happening in life. You work, go home and everything just doesn’t seem to be going your way. It happens and it is a normal part of life.. sad to say. Take it easy… maybe something like meditation or so may help. For the past few months that I was working we get so much occupational stress claims.. and most of the time people forget to just calm even with the stress they have at work. Go for a walk or go to the gym are all strategies that may help.
Well for me, massages aren’t somewhere i go for relaxation but a place where i go to fix body pains.such as shoulder pain(stiffness).. Even though it is relaxing.
After all, living by yourself and with your husband is different as you are getting a fresh start from life and life becomes different. You don’t always get the luxury you get at home and I suppose we all have to live with it.
But i really hope you are feeling better.